Just as the sun is starting to illuminate the blinds in my bedroom windows, I hear the pat-pat-pat of little feet descend the stairs and scamper across the floor. Next to my ear I hear the sweetest little voice bidding me “Dood mornin.” I feel a little body slide under the blankets and snuggle into me. Still warm from their own bed, I turn to nuzzle the softest neck. In return, I get a pat on the cheek from a chubby, little hand as it gets wrapped around my shoulders. If I lie still enough, and match the rhythm of the breathing next to me, we will both drift off again to dreamland. But today I feel differently. Today I’m interested in the hopes and dreams of this little person. What will they do in the future? Who will they become? I softly ask questions. I respond to answers with more inquiries. In between replies, I get little kisses on my nose, forehead and chin. I receive honey-filled compliments about being the “bestest mama ever” and promises that they will never “drow up” and leave me.
Oh how I love four year olds! Don’t you think they are just fabulous? All three of my children have been gloriously lovey at four and I would give anything to freeze them all in time at this very stage of their lives. If it was possible to give birth to a four year old, I would seriously consider having ten or more. But, just as his sisters did before him, Jace will soon be leaving this adorable era.
I will miss it.
(Although, it will help to remember his past offenses!)